as [if] you [changed] ME!

do you ever have those days when you feel like hiding from the world, because you feel that everyone is watching you & judging you? This last summer i was always feeling like people were watching over me & judging me. I hate that feeling. If theres one pet peeve i hate, its that. I can't stand when people stare at you & look at you as if your "below them" or not good enough. It makes me want to run & hide.
This last summer i would always wear sunglasses in the summer, not because it was sunny, because i felt i wasn't good enough & i hated when people would look at me. When i would wear sunglasses i felt safe & hiden, i felt that i could look at anyone, without them knowing.
This was when i had blond hair, i didnt like my hair color, & it really didnt look good on me. So i finally got my hair died to brown. Ever since i had brown hair i felt more confident & never had to hide, i dont think its just cause of my hair color, it also has to do with me maturing and growing up. I learned a lot about myself that summer & i really changed that summer. Before i would always care what other people thought about me, & i would change who i was, so that people would like me. But ever since i have been friends with Kaitlin & Kirsten i have changed, & i started to not worry what people think about me

I still wear sunglasses because they are kickkk (:

_.xo

So;...

There was a time in my life where i looked down on everything in my life, I felt really low, & it was because i was missing something in my life. That was Taylor, she changed my life & made me realise how important friendship is. I have always knew Taylor, but i was never really friends with her but my best friend Kaitlin was friends with her, so i knew about her. I always thought that Taylor wouldn't like me & honestly, i never really gave her the chance to prove me wrong. Ever since i meet Taylor i have been a better friend to all of my friends. She taught me that friendship is more important then boys, she told me that boys will come & go, but you will always have your friends with you. I knew from the day we meet that we would get along because our opinions are both a like. She always says what she feels & lets you know what she expects/needs to for herself. I really look up to the decisions Taylor makes, & i respect them because she thinks everything out before she makes a choose. I am glad Taylor & i are friends because we can have a great time together & she is always there to listen to my problems. She is the kind of friend who doesn't hide stuff from you, & you can really trust her with your secrets.
I love this girl to death.

_xo.